Living in the clouds.

Assalamualaikum.

And hello everyone! Once again memunculkan diri setelah sekian lama menyepi. Maklumlah, virus malas makin menjadi-jadi. :P

Entah macam mana, datang pula hidayah nak tulis blog di petang yang hening ni. Dalam dingin hujan. Diiringi lagu daripada youtube. Eh kengkonon puitis pula.

It's already December. Coming towards the end of 2013.

Looking back, a lot have changed. But I can't really say how, or why. It just did. When I look at myself now and then... I stopped and took a deep breath.

Yes, change or no change, I'm still Nurul Syuhada Sulaiman.

It feels like time is moving way too fast forward.

And too many things happened, that I'm surprised I could keep track to most of them.

Graduated from asasi in April. Left UiTM Puncak Alam. Left my friends, my family and a piece of my heart there.

Then living life in agony. The boredom, the lifelessness.

Saved by an encounter. A lifetime chance that changed a lot of things. Meeting new people, sharing new experiences, feeling something awkward, something special. :)

MDS June 2013, left another piece of my heart at that moment, at that time and space.

Broke my heart as June ends. Put an end to what used to be a fairytale and moved on. Picked up the pieces and plastered it together again. Bowed to the audiences, expressed my gratitude, and walked away from the stage like a pro.

And I'm strong liddat.

Hyped on a new tune along my new journey, and it's been my favourite song since then.

If-you-know-what-I-mean.

And of course, reunions! From KL-Seremban-Shah Alam-Puncak Alam, chasing memories, one after another. Missing them more after every meet-up. Painfully wishing that I wasn't so far away from them everyday.

Do keep me in your memories.

It's December now. The month I dreaded most. But who knows, maybe this year will be different. Maybe it's time to believe that this December will be 'My December'.

"I hope I can make this December becomes your December."

:)

Now living the life that I wished for. The dream that I once thought will forever be a dream. The thick books, the stressful conversations. And I realized, I've only just started.

Still got a long way to go, an uneven path to walk on, a scary scenery, and what hopefully will be a beautiful destination. InsyaAllah.

So someone please slap me in the face because I should be studying for EOM next week and finals this coming January.

"Because behind the dark is just another mystery waiting to be solved."

Adios!